Saturday, April 14, 2007,
" i dont want her to leave. dont let her leave. she's my everything. i love her.please. dont leave"
these words which escaped from a little boy's mouth as tears dropped from his eyes. his voice displayed an array of feelings and emotions. the moment i heard these words from him, i was so touched. his innocence reflected upon his love for her. he is such a small boy to xperience such things. he is too young to be in such circumstances. he doesnt deserve it. things happens. but for it to happen on such a boy, it will destroy him. he still sees the images, and it haunts him. it pains me to see his reaction. perhaps, he mmight just forget aabout it, and never be reminded about it. but i highly doubt so.it will remain in him forever. and one day, you can be shocked at how he can retaliate one day.
the day was known to come. and when it did, it hurts everyone. every single one of them who gets involved in it. but why did it just have to come? is it of such importance?? man. i hope this doesnt get worse. if it does, i really wont know wad to do.
all i can do is pray. mann i feel so helpless.
can he not be part of this? can he not hear? not see? then he wont be able to know wad happened. then, it wont impact him so much. then he wont feel the pain.
11:10 PM